Sometimes as a believer you just have to go back to the words on the Savior himself.
“If people want to follow me, they must give up the things they want. They must be willing even to give up their lives to follow me. 25 Those who want to save their lives will give up true life, and those who give up their lives for me will have true life. 26 It is worthless to have the whole world if they lose their souls. They could never pay enough to buy back their souls.” Matthew 16:24-26
So what do you need to lay down, and walk away from, so that you can truly follow Him?